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Imagine you keep meeting your loved ones not only today but also… yesterday… and tomorrow. This is both grammatically wrong and seems to be a ridiculous statement, right? Yet how often our thoughts keep strolling about situations that happened in the past (and cannot be repeated!) and about what might take place in the days ahead (although solely God knows the future). Of course, we know that we should live in the moment right now, but can we? If you ever tried earnestly, you know that it is hard work to simply experience a few seconds without your mind trying to run away through space and time, so to say. The apostle Paul said, “It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.” (cf. Gal 2:20 ESV) What does that mean?
Our old self is not able to really live in the moment. Therefore, we need to have experienced our carnal nature as ‘dead’ in ourselves (although it is still there) and to have seen, felt, and wondered that Christ acted in and through us without our old natural, soulish habits interfering. In fact, it is a miracle that happens here! This is what I meant by ‘Self under Arrest’. Our crucified (!) self is silent and watches Him do as He wishes, with joy and without any own effort. I believe this is Jesus’ easy yoke, the fulfilling of God’s commandments that are not burdensome as the apostle John said (1 Jn 5:3). It is always God alone with whom everything is possible, God who does the impossible in us (see Mt 19:26). As much as esoteric and other seemingly spiritual movements try to get hold of IT in order to possess IT with their old nature, it is Christ alone who can give real, spiritual LIFE to a newly born creature: LIFE eternal… in the here now… and forever… LIFE outside of regular time and man-made schedules. Actually, NOW is the time that is eternal! The author who wrote the letter to the Hebrews tells us that “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.” (Heb 13:8 ESV) Aha! Not “Jesus Christ WAS the same yesterday, He IS the same today and WILL BE the same forever.” No. Is it because I am not a native English speaker that I saw this, did this happen due to a bad translation, or is there a deeper meaning to be found here? 🙄
As John, chapter 17, verse three confirms, “And this is eternal life, that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent.” (ESV) We can know Him in our heart, in our own spirit that has been enlivened and brought to real inward life by our Lord. We are even called to have a life more abundantly over time (cf. John 10:10). Briefly, we need to learn by faith to let God do the work, even the smallest things in life should be surrendered under His authority more and more. If you are like me, I don’t like this. My old nature does not want to surrender. I always only give up if I must. And God knows which kind of situations are necessary to let Susanne finally cry out, “Lord, please, take over!” 🙂
T. Austin Sparks describes some of our struggles to let go to God and thus to hinder Christ from being formed in us in the following excerpt of an article about “The Centrality and Supremacy of the Lord Jesus Christ”.
Why are so many of the Lord’s people just beaten and harassed and tormented by the Accuser causing them always to have their eyes turned inward in self-analysis, self-conscious introspection, occupied with themselves all the time; so tied up with themselves that they are useless to God and to other people? Why? Because they have not clearly recognized the implications of Christ; that Christ has answered to God on their behalf in all that God ever requires of them; they have not grasped that by faith. That is the way of deliverance from ourselves. That is deliverance from self into Christ. But still they are in an ill-defined way trying to provide God with satisfaction, and it is an awful struggle. They have not seen the clear features of Christ. Christ is not formed in them. He is (if you will suffer it) an unformed, ill-defined indweller. It is rather a difficult thing to explain, but probably you see what I mean. Immediately we grasp the clear implications of Christ dwelling in the heart, we have come to a settled place, we have come to a strong place, we have come to the place where no legalisers can come along and sweep us off our feet. It is what John meant when writing about the anti-christs, and about the Lord’s people saying: “I wonder if this is right, if this is true? It looks very much like it.” “But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you.” Inwardly you know by the anointing whether the thing is right or wrong. You are not able to put it into words, not always able to analyse the thing and say, this or that about it is wrong; you are not able to put it all straight; but in your heart you have a witness that there is something about it of which you have to be careful. There is all the difference between our suspicions and our prejudices and the witness within. Do not try and project your mind into anything; don’t think you have to take up a suspicious attitude and question everything to keep yourself safe; don’t think you must be prejudiced for safety’s sake. If you are walking in the Spirit you can have your countenance open, your mind open; you can be without fear, the anointing in you will teach you, you will know every time. You may not be able to define it, but you will say: “There is an intangible something in my heart; I know.” That word was spoken in regard to antichrists, about which the Lord’s people were not sure – “the anointing teacheth you.” That is Christ formed within. You come to a clear, defined place. The features of Christ have been defined, delineated; senses have been exercised; Christly faculties have been developed. It is not an unformed thing but something clear; the formed Christ within. Paul says: “I am in anguish, I am in travail over you my brethren, your state of things puts me into a travail that you may come to a place where Christ is defined in your hearts; where He takes form, and is not a formless Christ.” That is the meaning of Galatians 4:19. (1)
(1) https://www.austin-sparks.net/english/books/000730.html
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Anna Waldherr said:
Dear Susanne —
It can require a great deal of “retraining” to overcome the error (legalism) w/ which we may have been indoctrinated. If our original training in legalism was accompanied by abuse, the emotional scars left behind provide Satan a powerful weapon w/ which to paralyze and deprive us of joy.
This is nearly as effective as his stealing the Word from us outright, i.e. the situation described in the Parable of the Sower as seed falling on the path (Mark 4: 15).
Thankfully, the Holy Spirit will not desert us. God promises to complete the good work He has begun in us (Phil. 1: 6). For abuse victims, this often involves a gradual increase in our understanding of His boundless love.
With love,
A. ❤
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
I agree with you, Anna. Abuse is one of the worst things Satan can do to a human being, esp. when this happens in childhood. 😦 What can a child do? A child wants to be loved and accepted, not to be ruled over and often times overruled as to her/his desires and own free will. I believe it is (almost?) impossible to get rid of the bondage to continually submit to these wrong spirits we have come to know earlier in life as we could not resist them. These feelings of paralyzation and powerlessness can be very strong; I know it myself. Without Christ’s intervention and a true revelation of Himself, we cannot really trust Him, either… as He is a man (male), too.
Just this afternoon I had a strange thing happening to me. Before I felt so so, however, all of a sudden, like blown at by an invisible wind, I felt extremely sad. I got weepy about nullities, longing for a life that I never had or I will never experience on earth again. Not that all my life was that bad, but at that moment I thought ALL was dark, hopeless, briefly negative. As this had happened within less than one second, I knew immediately that it was a spiritual thing, i.e., Satan trying to force me to focus on the negative side of life again… and again… and again. I prayed and said, “Jesus, only you can set me free from these cunning devices of the devil. Please, help me to no longer focus on the wrong thoughts.” I do know that I cannot do it myself as I frequently fall into this trap. Putting on His armor as some might suggest here did never work for me, either, as I never comprehended HOW to do it. Dear Anna, I pray He will set us both free!!! ❤
Love you,
Susanne ❤
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Anna Waldherr said:
My dear Susanne, I can well understand why you would come under spiritual attack. You are such a beacon of light to others. Satan would do anything to extinguish that. By the way, I meant to wish you a Happy Mother’s Day!
Much love,
A. ❤
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Thank you for your edifying words, dear Anna! ❤ I need to admit that I have been wondering about how you could perceive some light in me where I mainly sense darkness very often. 🙄 But I am glad you can see something I don’t. 🙂 You are a great encourager, my dear Anna!! ⭐ For me you seem to be a mother to these many abused women, so I wish you a Very Happy Mother’s Day as well ( though one day belatedly 😉 ).
Much love,
Susanne ❤ ❤ ❤
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Kenneth E Dawson said:
Beautiful…..And a joyous Mothers Day to you Sue.
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Thank you very much, Ken. A joyous Sunday to you as well!
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Michael said:
Anna and Susanne, oh the helplessness of being abused as a child. Satan wounds us in a way that we feel it is necessary for us to be in control to keep it from happening ever again. So, what do we do? We take all control unto ourselves and have a terrible time giving that up to Jesus and walking in HIS faith and HIS rest which is our free gift and our salvation. Satan then raises havoc with us because without giving all over to Jesus we are under the power of Satan in all these areas, for only Christ has overcome the wicked one as well as those who rest in Him! Each area we still maintain control over in our lives and nor releasing it up to Him is an area of vulnerability in our lives.
Then there is the flip-side of this same coin. The wounded ones are so weak that they give up authority to all the WRONG people as they look for love in all the wrong places. Women (and men) go from one abusive relationship to another hoping to find love. As for me, I was spiritually abused by priests and nuns who presented themselves as representing Christ in my life. So, once I got out of the bondage of the RCC I went looking for Protestant leaders to yield my heart and mind to. I wanted a “mentor” who would love me and teach me all that I needed to know to be a “good Christian.” The problem here was that I was giving over to them the place that only belongs to THE Teacher, the Spirit of Christ. Again, I suffered much at the hands of antichrist (instead of Christ) leaders in the church. Once I started to read the Bible with His help, it still took me 30 years to understand what John was saying in 1 John ch. 2, because of all the bad teaching I had submitted to over those years which worked against the Holy Spirit in me.
Yes, abuse victims have an uphill battle to get free of themselves and their own bad ways of seeing things and making choices, but as Jesus said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you even unto the end.” Like Anna pointed out, He will prevail. As Jesus promised:
“Cast all your cares upon Him for HE cares for you.”
Susanne, this was an excellent article and very timely, dear heart. It is a joy to be learning and experiencing these lessons with you in the fellowship of the Spirit. FREEDOM!!! ❤ ❤
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Michael, thank you so very much for your encouraging words!! ❤
It has been a joy to be your friend in this spiritual fellowship provided by God 🙂 and I fully agree with all your deliberations on abuse and its consequences in our lives! ⭐
FREEDOM for all of us!!! ❤ ❤ ❤
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