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Recently I found a well-written article on how God leads us on the internet. A former famous pastor had published this entry some years ago. I won’t tell you his name because what he shared would not be basically wrong, however, it was not the whole truth. In fact, it is so easy to be misled by someone who has a broad scholarly biblical knowledge. Scholars might often utter a bunch of theoretical truth, yet do they know THE TRUTH? Do they know THE ONE who indwells their hearts and teaches them moment by moment on what to do and what to omit, on when to speak up and when to remain silent? It is not their fault if they do not know that they do not know the living God (yet), but if you and I seek the truth, we should not submit to their “leading”.
We need to be set free from the inclination to submit to seemingly ‘higher elevated’ spirits in people who are said to be closer to God. Tradition and old habits can be so strongly engraved in our flesh that we believe we follow God as we only follow men. What I am trying to say here was expressed by T. Austin Sparks before. He said,
“There must be the liberty of the Spirit in us in order to realize the Body and its ministry. I am coming down to practical questions. There must be absolute freedom from human organization, ecclesiastical government, man’s control AS SUCH if there is going to be a full functioning of the Holy Spirit. To get into a hide-bound religious system, ecclesiastical control, a human organization of the Church where you have to preach every so often whether you have anything to say or not because you are paid to do it is absolutely against the Holy Spirit. That is not the principle of the Holy Spirit, and we must be absolutely free from all such things if the Spirit is going to function freely and we are going to have ministry in the Holy Spirit.
“That is the principle of the Spirit. It was that that the Jews, the Jewish leaders, were so set against in the case of the Apostle Paul. He said, “certain came in to spy out our liberty” (Gal. 2:4). What was it? That he had thrown off the yoke of the law and the Jewish system and now he was exercising himself in the universal realm of the Body of Christ, Gentiles and Jews, just as much the one as the other, liberty in Christ. He was free from all yokes of tradition, system, and organization religiously on the earth, in order to fulfil his ministry of revelation as the Holy Spirit led him. That is essential to the Body of Christ. By which I mean that to try to organize the Body of Christ, the Church, and to try to set a programme for it and hand it to the Holy Spirit and say, “will you kindly take the chair and carry out our programme” (that may seem irreverent, I know, but it is not meant to be so) is so utterly contrary to the principle here revealed.
“The Body of Christ is a thing emancipated from the earthly systems; it must be to function. It is not our forsaking the earthly system because we have taken hold of certain truths, but our being emancipated. There is a right place for spiritual government and subjection in the Church, and the “free lance” principle is just as wrong as officialism.” (1)
Just two days ago, I had an interesting conversation with my husband. For more than ten years now I have not watched films or movies, neither have I read a book again, not even a Christian book. I never went to a church again, either. My hubby Paul was watching a funny detective story, a series we would love to watch together until 2008. However, as Jesus came back into my life, He baptized me with His Spirit and then it was over. From one day to the next I was done with watching movies and TV, reading books, going on vacation etc. Somehow I always felt “guilty” to no longer be able to like and do what seemingly everyone did and what I myself loved to do before. Many people around me shook their heads about my sudden and evidently irreversible change of mind.
Paul asked me once again whether I wanted to sit down and watch the film with him. I tried at times in the past but as I felt repelled by the manifestation of the wrong spirits, I only wanted to run, stuff my ears, and close my eyes. Furthermore, I could not laugh about the jokes anymore. Quite the contrary! 😦 It has always been so hard for me to find an understandable explanation for my ‘behavior’ and thus I said that I somehow looked behind the scenes, seeing how a film was being made AND, for me, these actors were like puppets on a string, doing and saying things they would normally not. They lie for money, so to speak. This is a hard thing to say, I know, but that is why I cannot identify with them any longer. Paul answered immediately, “Well, you know, a film is never the truth.” THAT hit me like a flash of lightning from heaven!!! “Paul, you are right! Now I have the explanation I was groping for: Jesus is THE TRUTH and since He lives in me, I cannot stand the ‘untruth’, the lie, anymore.”
My inside being cringed whenever a wrong spirit manifested in people, whether it would be a comedian who mocked famous people or an actor who played the role of a predator in a violent way and whenever I watched actors pretending to love one another although they were enemies in reality. Dear brothers and sisters, this world is all about money, it is ALL built on lies. Alas, this whole world’s fundament is not our Lord Jesus Christ. 😔
It has been some time since I wrote the text above and I had neither inspiration nor time to go on with writing. Sometimes I wonder whether it makes sense to publish articles at all. Does it help anyone? 🙄 I am not fishing for compliments here nor do I need encouraging support to keep posting. If the Lord is not in it, I am not going to write anything. My point is rather this. Maybe you know how easy it is to cling to self help manuals when you are dissatisfied with your life and circumstances (I know how that works myself!). If another new (Christian or other) self help book that looks promising is published, it often becomes a bestseller over night as many people want to improve their lives. But reading is one thing, changing ourselves the other. And instead of reading, acknowledging the truth, and trying hard to change what only God can do, I believe we could rather try to wait on God to change us when and how He sees fit. However, this kind of waiting is very hard at times, isn’t it?
(1) https://www.austin-sparks.net/english/books/000755.html
“In keeping with T. Austin-Sparks’ wishes that what was freely received should be freely given and not sold for profit, and that his messages be reproduced word for word, we ask if you choose to share these messages with others, to please respect his wishes and offer them freely – free of any changes, free of any charge (except necessary distribution costs) and with this statment included.”
dimple said:
Hi Susanne,
Thank you for this post. Nothing more needed to be said.
I was particularly taken by your second photo: as we submit to the Spirit, we reflect God’s light. Each of us reflects a different color, because He works with each of us according to His will and our needs, but we shine in the dark world. I pray that you, and I, and each of God’s people in this world today, will submit to Him daily and shine brightly.
Your sister,
Louise
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dimple said:
Actually, looking at the pictures again, I see I was taken by the last one!
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
For me it was both interesting and strange to see that some people sprayed these different colors on before white light lamps. Afterwards they baptized my ‘biker bridge’ and called it ‘gay bridge’ from then on. I chose to cling to the dated version of ‘gay’ and thus it is still a merry bridge for me. 😉
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
You are very welcome, dear Louise. 🙂
Actually, I was looking at the second picture for some time, wondering where you saw the light in there. But then I assumed you might have meant the last one as you explained in your second reply to me on here.
I do love your spiritual interpretation of this picture as it was from God, I believe! Amen to your prayer, my sister! ❤
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Michael said:
Jesus said, “And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” (John 8:32, NKJV)
David wrote, “Behold, You desire truth in the inward parts, And in the hidden part You will make me to know wisdom. Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.” (Ps 51:6-7, NKJV)
What a battle we engage in once the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Truth, comes into us! In our natural man, that old Adam, we are born into, we are not free, but rather we are of our father the devil and he has been a liar and murderer from the beginning.
Paul wrote to the Christians in Galatia, “For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish.” (Gal 5:17, NKJV)
How true! I can remember a time after I was filled with the Spirit that we as a family did not watch TV or go to movies and I gave myself to seeking God and praying on a daily basis. I did not realize how close I had grown to Him until I broke that fast and watched a couple of movies in which there was much s[*]x and violence in them. Afterwards I felt dirty inside, though I was was drawn into watching them. The problem was that I did not return for some time to my former state of knowing Truth in my inward parts, in my heart.
We truly are in a battle as those who are Christ’s and your article shined a light on my “inward parts,” dear sister. I have much to pray about.
“Purge me and make me clean, oh God, as only you can. Make me know your Truth in my inward parts once again that I might truly be free from the wisdom of this age. Amen.”
So, my dear sister, thank you for listening to the Spirit of Truth and sharing it with us once again.
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
You are so welcome, Michael. The Scriptures you shared make a lot sense to me.
Especially the first one as it says that The Truth, Jesus Himself, will make us free. We cannot do it on our own and we should not even try to do it, I believe. I am just thinking of an old woman who regularly goes to church and wants to do everything that has been preached. One day as I admitted that I did not watch TV anymore, she said she knew she should not do it, either. Therefore, she tried to stop it, however she could not do it… In this case I would say she tried to submit to the law that had been preached to her. Yet real freedom is something that comes to us by grace alone.
I did NEVER choose to stop watching TV or movies. At times I really do miss my former occupation as a book worm! I would love to love reading again!! However, as I tried to begin with reading again, I lost all peace and got upset, my heartbeat began to race and my mood changed (NOT for the better!). If someone asks me to read two or three sentences (without any leading from the Holy Spirit), I am done. The same happens when someone asks me to watch a video or to listen to a sermon. If God is not in it, I cannot do it as I feel repelled.
Michael, please, do not feel accused by Satan for ANY ‘wrongdoing whatsoever’. I believe it has to do with God’s grace, again, when He draws us closer to His heart so that we want to spend more time with Him than with anyone or anything else.
Your sister and friend in Christ forever,
Susanne
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Michael said:
By the way, those are some beautiful pictures you took. 🙂
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Thank you very much for the encouragement, Michael! 🙂
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Stacey Amolsch said:
Hi Susanne! Wow! How can I even explain what goes on within me except to say you seem to hit it on the nail for me. Although it seems like you have been experiencing it a lot longer than I have.
But reading is one thing, changing ourselves the other. And instead of reading, acknowledging the truth, and trying hard to change what only God can do, I believe we could rather try to wait on God to change us when and how He sees fit. However, this kind of waiting is very hard at times, isn’t it?
So very true! I keep wanting to be changed within but it doesn’t seem to be happening as quick as I would like. And I must wait on God to do it because I can’t do it either. No matter how many times I say Jesus! Please change me from within I am still the same. I don’t enjoy life to the fullest either. I don’t like watching TV or movies or enjoy sports, or anything that others seems to enjoy. I am however wanting to move on with my life as my Aunt has passed away and I feel like I need to be moving again. Anyways so glad to hear from you. And if you are not inspired than you are not inspired. You can’t force it.
So glad to hear from you again! God bless you
Love, Stacey
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Good to hear from you again, too, dear Stacey. Thank you! 🙂
Just lately I asked the Lord why I always sense that NOTHING has changed in me and HE seemed to have said, “Well, your old nature will never change.” This is so true, alas, looking at our flesh and its old habits can make us almost depressed. Hopefully, one day I can say with Paul,
“For I through the law died to the law that I might live to God. I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me. I do not set aside the grace of God; for if righteousness comes through the law, then Christ died [for nothing] in vain.” (Gal 2:19-21 NKJV)
It seems to me that you are often on the move. May God bless you in all you do. May He keep you and protect you and make His presence known to you. Amen.
Love to you, ❤
Susanne
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Kenneth E Dawson said:
I enjoyed the way Mike explains in his comments and I grasped your words as well—The two of yuns are wonderful
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Well, that was encouraging to read, Ken. Thank you! 🙂
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Michael said:
Thanks, Ken.
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Anna Waldherr said:
A wise post, Susanne. We must follow the leading of the Holy Spirit above all else. ❤
Love,
A.
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Thank you for your faithfulness, dear Anna! 🙂
I hope you are doing well! ❤
Love,
Susanne
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Anna Waldherr said:
My Christmas presents have all been purchased and wrapped. 🙂 Our focus should, of course, be on Christ throughout the year. Have a wonderful Christmas, Susanne! You are a blessing to all those who read your blog. ❤
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Oh, you are faster than me, Anna! All presents purchased but not yet wrapped. 🙂 And I am looking forward to smelling the Christmas tree in the living room….mmmmmhhhhh…… 😀
A very peaceful and joyous Christmas to you, my dear friend. You are a treasure!! ❤
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Anna Waldherr said:
Fröhliche Weihnachten, Susanne! ❤ ❤ ❤
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Dankeschön, Anna!! 🙂
Dir auch Fröhliche Weihnachten, ruhige Feiertage und ein Guten Rutsch ins nächste Jahr 2020!
Susanne ❤ ❤ ❤
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Innesein said:
Schade, dass dein Blog in Englisch ist, das macht es für mich mühsam… oder hast du auch eine deutsche Seite? Danke für den obigen Beitrag, habe ihn mit google übersetzt. Ich bin schon der Meinung, dass es besser ist, aus dem System auszusteigen, anstatt in der Kirche zu bleiben. Wozu drin bleiben? Kirchensteuer zahlen? Das alles unterstützen? Natürlich muss das jeder für sich selbst entscheiden. Ich bin schon als junge Frau ausgetreten und sah auch nach meiner Taufe vor 3 Jahren keinen Anlass, wieder einzutreten.
Was du übers Fernsehen schreibst geht mir ähnlich. Ich sehe immer wie die Menschen vor einer Kamera agieren und so tun als ob. Dennoch kann ich noch manches genießen, insbesondere Humorvolles… Ganz liebe Grüße, Gabi
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Liebe Gabi,
Leider habe ich keine deutsche Seite. 😦 Ich hatte ursprünglich meine Erlebnisse mit Gott in Buchform aufgeschrieben, aber in Deutschland, d.h. in der Kirche, bestand kein Interesse. Zu speziell das Ganze… Es war Gott, der mich zum Bloggen in englischer Sprache geführt hatte. Erst schrieb ich Kommentare auf diversen, meist amerikanischen Blogs, später ließ ich mich dann zum Bloggen überreden.
Der Google Übersetzer ist oft hilfreich, aber manchmal werden die Übersetzungen ein wenig schräg, besonders wenn die Sätze verschachtelt sind.
Ich hatte gestern am Handy die Beschreibung Deines Ausstiegs aus dem “Erwachen” (des falschen spirituellen Bewusstseins) gefunden und auf Anhieb sehr gemocht, weil es mich an meine eigenen Erfahrungen mit Jesus erinnert hatte. Solange man in einem System mit einem falschen Gott oder Jesus, einer nahezu perfekten Kopie durch Satan, drinsteckt, hat man ja keine Probleme. Aber wehe, Jesus holt einen heraus!! Die Dämonen wehren sich massiv gegen einen Rausschmiss aus dem menschlichen Geist. Du hast das sehr gut beschrieben! ⭐
Ich habe meine Erfahrungen mit Gott und Jesus hier zusammengefasst, falls Du Dir die Mühe des Übersetzens mit Google noch einmal machen willst.
Gott führt jeden von uns anders. Wenn Du heute manches im Fernsehen genießen kannst, genieße es in vollen Zügen! Humor kann ja auch heilsam sein, nicht wahr? 🙂
Alles Liebe,
Susanne ❤
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Innesein said:
Liebe Susanne, ich habe dein Testimony gelesen, ja spannend wie unterschiedlich die Erfahrungen sind, und doch… ähnlich…
Ja, die Dämonen wollen nicht raus. Ich hatte aber das Glück, an Menschen (Jesus-Nachfolger) aus einem sehr speziellen, gründlichen Befreiungsdienst zu geraten, die mit mir einen mehrtägigigen Prozess durchführten, in dem Befreiung von Dämonen statt fand, aber auch die Flüche aus der Generationslinie sowie andere Flüche gebrochen wurden. Danach war ich wie durch die Waschmaschine… weich gespült und offen für den Hl. Geist, danach dann Taufe. Es war super, und nun weiß ich, dass ich zumindest von dem allen frei bin. Jedoch ist das Fleisch in Form von alten Mustern noch vorhanden, an dem ich einfach weiter zusammen mit Gott arbeiten darf. Da ist noch genug von da, um mich manchmal durch zu schütteln, jedoch sind Depressionen etc. ein für alle mal vorbei, die haben keine Chance mehr, weil ich die Wahrheit kenne und die Lügen nicht mehr glaube….
Schön, wenn man so gut Englisch kann wie du. Ich habe große Mühe, versuche es aber immer wieder. Derzeit lese ich manches online von Frank Viola, weiß nicht ob du ihn kennst.
Herzliche Grüße,
Gabi
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Ja, Gabi, die alte, gefallene Natur, das Fleisch, bleibt uns wohl bis zum Schluss erhalten, damit wir uns nicht überheben und immer wieder Seine Gnade suchen, wenn es wieder mal aufgekocht ist und dazwischengefunkt hat. Tut es ja oft…
Ich kenne Frank Viola nur ein wenig… Wie ich erst neulich beschrieben hatte und ich meine es auch in ähnlicher Weise auf Deinem Blog gelesen zu haben, ist es manchmal schwer die Geister auf Anhieb zu unterscheiden. Ich brauche manchmal mehrere Tage, an denen ich immer wieder um Seine Weisheit und Führung bete, bis ein unangenehmes Gefühl, das ich von Anfang an hatte, sich bestätigt und ich erkenne, was falsch ist. Frank Viola präsentiert eine ganze Menge Wahrheiten, die ich sofort unterschreiben würde und er kann sehr gut schreiben! Auf der anderen Seite sind da ein paar “Kleinigkeiten”, die meiner Meinung nach nicht der Wahrheit entsprechen, wie beispielsweise seine Lobeshymnen auf den Bestseller “The Purpose Driven Life” (Rick Warren) und den, darf ich sagen, gottlosen Film “The Shack” (“Die Hütte”). Jeder kann sich hier natürlich seine eigene Meinung bilden, aber aus langjähriger Erfahrung weiß ich wie leicht man durch klitzekleine Lügen und falsche Geister vom richtigen Weg abgebracht werden kann.
Lustig finde ich, dass Du ebenfalls manche Sätze durch gedankliche Punkte…. miteinander verbindest bzw. sie voneinander trennst. Das mache ich auch sehr gerne! 🙂
Liebe Grüße,
Susanne
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Gabi, ich habe eine ganze Weile gebraucht, bis ich den Link zu Deinem Blog, den ich gelesen hatte, am Computer wieder gefunden habe. Der Link neben Deinem Namen im obigen Kommentar führt leider ins Leere.
Hier nun kann man Deine authentische Beschreibung der Befreiung durch den Geist Gottes von dämonischen (esoterischen) Kräften finden:
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Innesein/In-Ihm-sein said:
Oh, vielen Dank! Das ist total lieb! Ich habe gleich den alten Link entfernt, das war noch meine alte spiri-Seite… die ist schon lange vom Netz. Ich arbeite an einer neuen Seite, doch das geht nur sehr schleppend voran. Ich weiß noch nicht, ob ich sie so schon online stellen soll… Muss der “Chef” mir sagen… 🙂 (Pünktchen… Pünktchen… Pünktchen…)
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Susanne Schuberth (Germany) said:
Sehr gerne, Gabi! 😇… Ich nenne Ihn auch immer meinen “Chef”. 😂
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